Week 10.3 - Dry Reaching
-13kgs - A little bit dehydrated, I think (Haven't been consuming much lately)
hmm.. I'm not sure if it was a psychosomatic response to some recent emotional trauma...
But I had acute fits of dry-reaching this morning. I nearly had to call an Ambulance.
I was having a shower and I was feeling gloomy so I decided to sing (as usual).
So I'm singing away. And I stopped - and said to myself: "how can you possibly sing at a time like this?" (Personal Issues).
I turned of the tap and immediately felt sick in my stomach. - I hadn't eaten since last night.
(Keep in mind I haven't chucked in 12 or 13 years)
I felt REALLY CROOK. I thought it would be wise to leave the slippery environment of the bathroom in case I passed-out. I sat on the bed facing the ensuite bathroom. - I stared at the shower drain hole - and then I lunged forward without control and reached several times. Nothing came out (of course).
This went on for seemingly an eternity. But in reality was probably about 20mins.
posted by PJAD
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